Chinese new year was ok, chu xi stayed home to enjoy my kfc meal, then chu yi went to my uncle and aunty house, won $$$. chu er went to my aunty house, won $$$. chu san went 201 mac to study with felicia darling. chu si went school to study. tmr also going school to study.

Thanks AL for treating me ShinTokyo today!!!! had a fun time playing arcade too..

My mom is going crazy again. i really dunno what to do with her. most of my relatives know about this, we hope she doesnt suffer from mental illness. i hope she will be better soon. she begin to hate everyone and first time she doesnt want to go visit relative house. she doesnt want to attend even my cousins wedding. she just want to lock herself up at home doesnt want to go out. i really have no idea what happen to her. dad was also worry about her. even my aunt is worried. hope that everything is fine.

i'm stress.. F up by everything. my friends, family, school, cca... argh!!!! i seriously dunno how to face all these..

Lets start one by one:
My friends:-
i always thought that my friends are super nice people. thats why i always clinked on them. i help them, i treat them as good friends, and in the end what i got? betrayed by them. i seriously hate this. i will never forget and i'm sure will revenge this. dun force me to do it. i know you are jealous, but why? you are always better than me. just that i'm a bit lucky thats all. you still can get it. why you want to hurt me so much?
to my rest of my friends. can we be close back? haha i seriously miss you all girls and my darlings!!!! let have a outing soon ok my darling girls..

school:-
poly life was great for the first 2 weeks, then it become very sucky. but i cant believe its been a year i study in TP. but i really like TP. enjoy walking to sugar loaf to eat cakes and main course. or go engine school to get the fries. enjoy the school library when there are no one. enjoy business school benches outside LT. enjoy going cheers to grab some bites. and of coz. enjoy going SAR!!!! where all my activities are mostly there.
i miss my sec school and sec school camps!!!
i seriously hate school works. projects are all cramp tgt. then rush until siao. now mugging exams..

CCA:-
who on earth know how i feel. i feel like quitting training, but i wan to continue. yet training is bad for my back. and now worst. i'm a brown. need to do so many things. include the most scary thing. slamming. i wan to learn. i wan to. I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO SLAM!!! but who really know how i feel. i want but i cant. you know until now my back still ache after too much rolling. even standing and sitting too long my back will also pain. when i say long. its about 1 hour to 2 hours. for normal people should not be so short ba.. i hope my back can cure soon. i wan to slam. like so fun lar. but need to listen to what the doc say. cannot train too hard if not quit aikido.

family:-
my family are having problem. relationship problems. my parents are always not close tgt. recently my family have become worst. i dun feel like mentioning. but now to me. home is a place where i sleep, eat and get my allowances. thats all to me. i dun expect what. actually i really jealous those who can go out and eat dinner with their whole family. or go out outing with whole family. i hope i will have a chance one day..

other than those. my life still suck. haha. but nevermind. life goes on...

enjoy life fellow mortals. you all are much fortunate than me. how i wish my punishment will be over soon. God will give me back my wings and send me back to heaven. i hate my life...

good nite
signing off
Princess Joanne