No OB lecture today and no BCS lab lesson(haha finally.. i hate BCS lab!!!)
went to school around 11am for OB tutorial, saw my test mark.. wahahahahaha guess how much i score? 34/40(A) haha smart right.. i tell you all a secret. dun be jealous ok..ssshhh...
i never study at all, except for group study with Lemon, Serena, Gabriel-sama and Chelsea-sama at Downtown east. ok lar i know i tian cai.. hahah ^^ during class, what i doing? oh ya.. talking slacking.. but i got listen to what teacher is talking. i guess CC Leong not coming back to teach us.. haha..yeah i'm so happy :)
after class went design school for lunch. as usual, salad and green apple juice. then went to lab to do my flash hmwk. bus-ed then mrt-ed to orchard. went to paragon for chelsea-sama bag. then went to takashimaya for food. gabriel-sama left first as he got track-and-field training. the rest of us went to Far East to see cosplay costume. haha i think i buying after i got enuff money..
then mrt-ed back to tamp..
now i'm on the bus typing this blog.. haha..i love my lappy..^^

see you guys when i back home :)

signing off
Princess Joanne











today i went to T3 for my job interview.. waiting for my working schedule now..
then went to simei to look at a flat. too small.. :( dun intend to buy..
then took bus 38 with mom to tampines mall..
we went to cotton on to see long sleeve clothes but dont have i want de..
went to G2000 and bought 2 formal suits. a black one and a white one V($.$)V





tomorrow school... awww.. I'm tired... :(

alright i shall stop here.. bye bye darlings ^^





Alright, very long never blog. so... what i did these few days..

okay.. so i went to east coast park with chelsea-sama and gabriel-sama. Actually that day should be class outing to sentosa beach, but in the end due to some crap reason the outing was cancel, so we 3 decided to go east coast park together.
1st : meet at bedok interchange and take bus 16.
2nd : went to play sand and build sand castle. bury gabriel in the sand. play frisbee.
3rd : wash up
4th : went to the bicycle shop to rent bicycle ($10 for 5 hours)
5th : cycle to the hawker center to have lunch
6th : cycle back and rest in front of McDonald.
7th : continue to cycle to big splash (Chelsea-sama want to see her skates wheels)
8th : went to play sand and build sand castle. play frisbee.
9th : cycle back and return the bicycles.
10th : wash up
11th : took bus back to tampines interchange
12th : sent gabriel-sama to bus 72 and sent chelsea-sama to bus stop to take bus 168
13th : walk home
14th : wash up

haha yeah thats all for the east coast park trip.
i will remember these. good memories..
Thank you my darlings. i have a great day because of you two. LOVES ^^

Finish most of the projects and reports... presentation next...

Went to watch AYG football match (South Korea vs China) at TP sport complex. South Korea win...

Yesterday:

went to school for IntHt tutorial, after class went to KFC to eat with Serena. the took bus 23 to interchange to meet Lemon. Went to Kopitiam to see her eat lunch. Then we walk walk around, went Century Square Comic Connection to find her Vampire Knight necklace. Went to Tampines 1 to walk walk. went to Mrt to meet Alvin for my Jay Chou tee and necklace. went to Tampines Library and borrowed 2 books. took bus 15 back to school. went school library to play computer. get ready for aikido cca. after aikido... the interesting part comes. before cca i went to the locker to take my gee. i left my wallet on the floor. in the end after my cca i cant find my wallet. suppose to go Jie Qi birthday BBQ but in the end because of my fault, did not go for the BBQ Charlet. called Gabriel and Chelsea sama to save me. called DBS bank and called the police to report lost and cancel my cards. met them in front of the school library and we walk to the nearest police division to make a report. went for dinner after report, walk to bus stop and home.
(I'm jealous, you know who make me feel jealous. that person own up him/herself. school --> sengkang polyclinic --> chinatown --> city hall, suntec, Singapore river, merlion --> school. But i'm happy that you enjoy yourself, i feel that you are more cheerful now. Maybe thats *PS: Internal jokes therefore alot of things not mention here. ^^

Today:

woke up late, did not go for RHT lecture. went back school to take my wallet from the general office. went to the library to meet gabriel-sama, chelsea-sama, lemon and serena. do comm skills and discuss abit about the IntHt project. Hazel came. went to tampines interchange with serena and hazel. went to POSB bank to make my card (I change to a GO! card) took bus 38 to simei and to XinYi house. wait for the rest and play monopoly till 7.30pm. Had dinner at Eighteen Chefs at east point. today is Ladies Night. Eat and laugh.. I truely enjoy my life today. Thanks girls, i love you alot ^^ make me miss those days...
(PS: 2 people in your own world, isolated from us. just joking. but i'm happy because i can see you two are happy with the relationship.) --> Internal jokes. ask me personally.. ^^

i enjoy my life now. i'm glad that prince reply my message finally. i miss him more now...

Promises:
1) i will say grace for all my meals from today onward.
2) i will try to attend church service every week unless i got work.
3) i will not eat KFC or McDonald from today onward.
4) i will change my diet; only eat salad for lunch (PS: depend whether i can get salad, if not i will eat other healthy food)
5) be nice be true

i shall continue next time. need to sleep early, tomorrow morning shift :(

quitting my flower shop job and change to toy shop...

Pictures speaks a thousand words...





pictures taken from East Coast Park trip. Only gabriel-sama, chelsea-sama and me.



AYG football match hold at TP sport complex. (South Korea VS China)



what are we doing? its lecture time ok people. 2 talking and 1 reading storybook. me?! i slacking and taking photos...



I'm bored so i start taking photo during lecture.

more pictures will be up tomorrow...







slpt at 10.30pm ytd and woke up at 3am, nose bleed, nv drink enuff water. woke up arnd 10am to prepare and went to ehub to find my darlings and the extra one.. haha :P doing project at Tesire Cafe, drank mushroom soup and ate a black forest cake. left the place arnd 5 and we walk to the arcade to take neoprints. then we walked to the bus stop and left...

I'm been hiding my feelings this few days.. i feel like crying.. i feel like letting go my emotions.. sry people if i give you all a "black face".. i been thinking alot of things nowadays, so it will affect my mood abit.. things i thinking of: Prince, BF, my life.. i just cant stop thinking lar..

special thanks: thanks to my darling serena. you make me feel better. next time we hold hands ok when go out.. haha :P

i get jealous when i see couples on the street... feel so lonely sometimes.. nevermind, i got my guardian angel and my Hiro to accompany. The sky will accompany me.. the link between prince and me.. i love the sky..

time flies veri veri fast.. 2 plus now.. but i'm not slpy..

listening to songs.. make me emo..

i not going to disturb prince.. i will control my feelings. he need to concentrate on his studies.. he got his own life.. i will... i will... i will...

for my dear friend.. stay strong alright.. i bless your relationship with him will last long.. overcome all the problems together.. stay together at times of troubles. i can see he really like you.. so my darling dont be afraid.. anything can talk to me ok.. i dont mind you share your feelings with me or throw all your feeling to me.. can treat me lyk a dustbin. if you wan to share secret pls tell me. and i will zip my mouth.. hee hee :p

for my p darling.. if you got problem can share with me ok.. dun keep things inside you.. dun be like me.. i love you :)

alright i think i will stop here..

good night my friends..

signing off
Princess Joanne


the second song you send me.. i will remember you forever...





i really want to share with you people. Last night i had a dream... i dreamed that i got marry with 183 club Ming Dao!!!haha ok it goes like this...

i dreamt that i was holding his hand and walking, then i found out i was in a church, wearing a white gown. Mingdao was beside me. so blah blah blah..
then the next thing i dream about he and me went for my friend wedding.
then the next thing i dream was my friend and i went for a event and i called Mingdao to send me home. I still can rmb the time, he said he going to fetch me in his car around 12 to 1230pm.
then he really appear and bring me to eat wantan mee first.
then then then...
my mom pull away my blanket and i woke up... haix.. how i wish the dream will continue.. how i wish it will come true.. haha..
Hey people is mingdao leh.. the shuai shuai yet abit cute de mingdao leh.. in my dream he is sure a gentleman.. so cool.. guys out there dun jealous ok.. haha :P


ok now..
projects and projects.. some going to due soon.. so i need to complete it but no mood. i shall force myself to do it.. anyway.. i miss the girls and guys from TPSS.. ESPECIALLY THE GIRLS.. MY GIRLS DARLINGS.. I MISS YOU ALL!!!!
things are getting complicated now.. my mood also changes very fast.. i dont know how to face some people too.. i guess it is time for me to put on my mask..

i miss my bf..

some words are not to be told out.. some feelings are not suppose to show out.. there are secret and feeling that i trying to hide.. secret that cannot be told.. feelings that will make things complicated..

been emo-ing this few days too.. i miss prince more and more..
just like a vampire, my hunger(missing him), my blood/food (his pictures and memories)


I'm a emo girl.. fallen angel

Name: Joanne Ku Xin Yi
DOB: 20th May 1992
Age: 17 years old
School
Chong Zheng Pri School
Qiaonan Pri School
Tampines Sec School
(1e5,2e5,3e3,4e3)
Temasek Polytechnic
(Leisure and Resort Management)
Horoscope: Taurus/Gemini
Email: joannexinyi@hotmail.com



To God i swear
I will love you forever
and to eternity
I will remember you
until the day i die


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