sometime i have this thought, heavenly papa why want to send me down to earth to suffer?? have i done something wrong?? is this my punishment?? if so.. can u let me go back to heaven, pls pls i want to end all these miseries.. but how?? and how long i nid to stay here.. heavenly papa can u pls tell me?? haha am i a fallen angel?? fuck i hate all this...





so my wish came true?? today we are closer.. haha :) next time closer ok haha.. sorry uh go see some of your pic, so kawaii ne!!! i lyk the prince in der, so nature.. dun act act cool le ok.. even in the lift wan to shua shuai haha :) u uh keep falling haha.. dun shua shuai and dun watch your steps.. haha :P big thkx for teaching be bio and amath today..can stalk u le.. know where u stay haha :P
really cannot concentrate studyin in front of shuai ge haha.. your ps face veri funny leh.. haha saw ur childhood photo.. haha..

deprive of childhood.. i miss those days..

tmr goin to skool to take report book.. crap heard that the malays can go home first.. haix.. nvm lar.. today i pon skool haha.. l0l.. stay home oso sian.. goin to o level le.. sian diao..

i hate this world.. i love the sky, i juz love the sky.. i wan to be the sky..

lalalalalala lolololololo ahahahahaah hohohoho wowowowowo.. sian le.. haha

i love the cyber world.. i can find the real me.. do watever things i wan.. haha

fuck tmr go skool nid to see bitches again.. haix..
i really dunno why there are so many bitches out der.. maybe i'm one of those slut?? l0l..
the world is so complicated.. i hate it!!!

i prefer my dream land..

i juz won mayday autograph stuffs and a pair of superband grand final tix.. haha :)

the world is not that bad after all..

*muack* this sucky world

signing off
P Joanne XY





hey yo man, check this out! what have happen to this fucking life? boredom surround me, sianness is all around me.. what can help me to stay focus and high.. crap! i hate this..

today woke up at 10plus, have a very bad stomachache at night dunno y.. watch some shows and do maths at the same time, postpone math tuition to next wed, eat lunch and rest awhile.. continue to do maths then evening le.. crap so fast.. slpt for 1hr, woke up 7.30pm, feeling dizzy, went to bathe and have dinner with parent. then watch tv for awhile, read abit of lit(1page) haha! do bio tys.. then 11 plus le.. so fast man.. so tmr how?? dunno waiting for prince to reply me..

boring life uh.. sian leh.. i lost my red poker dots bible, shit man! thats mine bdae present from my church frenz.. muz go find it!!! damn it.. o level is getting near..

watchin step up on youtube, hmm.. nice haha watch both 1 and 2, finish koizora movie and drama now reading the manga next is the book.. haiz..

i think i going to end here...

good nite my world :D
sadded place..

signing off
P Joanne XY





Thank Prince for your time, i'm so happy. Arigatou :)
so close this time, so close, too close?? can closer ma?? haha
hontoni arigatou gozaimasu... anata mo zenbu zenbu daisuki..

like all your actions, your way of talking, your teaching, your care and concern...
i love your everything.. can feel your body temperature...
you change much yet some remain.. animal lover :) i will continue your love for animal..
we are all animal lover.. i love your smile.. i love you :)

everything you did i want it to remain this way.. your drawing in my book, your advice for me..
busy people, hp non-stop also.. haha :) you must be enjoying your life.. stay happy ok :D

i'm so happy when you agree to teach me.. then i got chance to meet you.. i miss you so much..
love love sweetest love yet cause my heart to bleed.. fall in love with someone who doesn't love you.. saded.. so unfair.. never mind i will wait for the time.. :)

decisions have to be make, time have to be plan.. grad night i not going.. so whats next??
i want to watch the sun rise, i will to enjoy my freedom, who will be there to accompany me??
pitching a tent at east coast and wait for the sun to rise.. not a bad idea.. any one??

10++ or 20++ days to o level never count the days.. damn it i'm stress.. i hate this..
for the sake of money, future, prince, and dunno lar... all type of crap shit reasons.. just need to work hard.. work hard.. WORK HARD!!! VERY HARD!!! SUPER HARD!! l0l then i still got time to blog?? i dun like to mug, school then came home rest, when to prince block there to study, then came home, around 8 plus plus, eat and bath.. 10.30PM.. crap too tired to study.. now 11.27PM shit man time really fly.. haix..

so what now?? mad dogs barking at me, what i going to do?? fight back or stay quiet?? fuck all i hate these bitches..

school was like, whatever, since teacher finish the syllables no teaching now, everyday do work.. suck.. alot of people pon school.. stupid reason, cause want to self study.. yeah me too, i need time to study... learning to become a mugger..

tmr school half day, then need to buy lunch for family, then come home rest and study, prepare to go tuition, have BC until 9.30PM, will reach home around 10pm ba.. then wash up rest then sleep.. sat wake up, prepare to go tuition in the afternoon, reach home will be around 5 to 6plus ba, the rest and study again, then sleep.. sun wake up, prepare to go prince house there to study with him again, then go have lunch, go chem tuition, reach home around 7 plus, then eat and wash up then study again or just slack then sleep.. mon school.. wow i plan everything.. so cool..
so whats next?? this week must finish at least 5 chpt of biology, 1 to 2 chpt of history, revise MSND book, finish all the maths homework.. yeah!! jia you jia you my princess.. haha :D

good night my world.. *muack*

signing off
P Joanne XY





so i starting another blog, one for picture, one for my prayer and one about my life... cool huh
separate into category, next time will have other ba, like blog shop... blahblahblah...

so my life...

o level is like 20++ days away, i still blogging and slacking? wtf
no mood to study, sway by mood, bad idea.. must study ok!!
so doing math today, hmmm.. not much but at least some..
not going school tomorrow, pon school, teachers confirm angry de...
L. Xin Yi, Shu ying, Gladys not going.. i not going.. so who else??
hmmm... bad students.. but i going for my math tuition in the afternoon so ok ba.. i guess..
waiting for the last day of o level which was 13 Nov 2008 9am haha my last paper..
then i'm free, ya free, very free, freedom at last... so why i cannot study now??
a boring life, spent most of the time watching dramas.. boring huh..

i'm so happy that i heard your voice and received your sms ytd, although it is just simple lines and noisy background causing me unable to hear properly, but yeah, i'm still happy.. arigatou prince :)

learning from things happening around me :D

emo princess

signing off
P Joanne XY

Name: Joanne Ku Xin Yi
DOB: 20th May 1992
Age: 17 years old
School
Chong Zheng Pri School
Qiaonan Pri School
Tampines Sec School
(1e5,2e5,3e3,4e3)
Temasek Polytechnic
(Leisure and Resort Management)
Horoscope: Taurus/Gemini
Email: joannexinyi@hotmail.com



To God i swear
I will love you forever
and to eternity
I will remember you
until the day i die


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