went for sun morning training ytd. practice on old technique, then is senior free exercise practice then randori. it was a fun and interesting training. oh ya. STUPID CHICKEN LATE FOR 20 MINS, BAKA NE!!!
after training went home, then prepare for work. from 6pm to 1am ytd, fuck up lar! but thank god, wen qiang stay until 10pm with me, big big thanks for him man <3333

today:

woke up at 12noon then pack things. met Knight at 2.30pm then went to qiaonan to fetch his sister and bought drinks and food. fuck sia, the security guard ask alot of question and give me that shit face! wait till 3.30pm then his sister came. the drinks stall still know me. haha! am i that famous???(*bow* thank you thank you) went back home to do a final packing. went out of house at 4pm, met knight and we went to school tgt. met zi zhao and mostafa at sar, slack there till 9pm. went to sport complex after that continue slacking. so what i do today? 4 things. slack, walk, eat, train. now everyone is sleeping. hee hee :) so quiet... ok shall change a com to use. dun feel like sleeping yet. thats all for today. prepare for tmr.

it was nice to lie down and look at the sky.

its raining now.. cold.. feel ike hugging something warm...

oyasumi people, update soon.

Princess Joanne











woke up early in the morning, help daddy wash mom toilet then eat breadfast watch drama... chat with zi zhao before going for my Japanese Lab. Then rush down school as i was 30 mins late, in the end only got 2 guys and plus me in the LT. ok whatever, the "class" was quite good, learn a bit of new things.
left around 3.40pm then went to tampines mrt to meet ridzwan, he was 20 mins late!!!! and seldom i'm so early to wait for people. you should feel honor that the princess wait for you. so we went to Ramen Ten to eat(he treat ma.) i order Hot Pot, he order some chicken ramen, order sashimi, order ice lemon tea, took 6 plates from the moving belts. and still i'm not full,but due to budget i never order any more.
went to tampines mall and went NTUC to meet the Bengs, went to arcade to play dance machine and basketball. (very tired, today play too many rounds)
went to Giant with Ridzwan. bought a bottle of vodka at 7-11. help my mom buy a fan, my good butler help me carry the fan all the way from giant to my house, thanks Butler Ridzwan!!!
drank vodka on my way home with ridzwan.(of coz he never drink) came home play computer, webcam... blahblahblah. chatting with my knight now.
tomorrow going training, no knight, no pig... so sad.. sobsobsob...

hai i shall go sleep now, good night mortal :)

Princess Joanne

i started missing him again...











been thinking stuffs after exam, i think is because no more need to remember the things and notes for exam...

Life is so unfair, the world, the society is so unfair. The western countries are pouring away milk due to over producing during strikes and riots, at the other part of the world, children at africa or india, they are struggling to survive, they don't even get to drink a single drop of milk, only from their mom breast milk. but you think they could survive just on that? their parents don;t even have enough food to survive themselves, how the mom going to produce enough breast milk for their children. we are just too fortunate to understand all these. i cant imagine how we going to survive when we are throw to that place penniless. with no experience in living outside ourselves, without handphone or laptop or psp or tv. without a proper bed and food. how are we going to survive there? i really think that they are so awesome, they can can can survive there?!?!?!?! they still can form their own family... (listen to Michael Jackson - Heal the world)
Watch a tv show just now, about Jarkata. i can't believe that people actually stay beside the rail way track less than 1 metre from the rail way. they just build a simple shelter and stay there. a bed shorter than a normal person height, the whole area less than 1 metre live a family. with all the sound and dust the train create, they can survive. picking up rubbish and sell them to earn a living. i really cant believe that. i feel that i'm really a princess. i'm so fortunate.

what will happen to me after graduation? was listening to vitamin c graduation song, thinking. what will really happen to me? will i still contact with all the friends i have, all of us will be in separate ways, work and have our own family. i will really miss them. my classmates and cca people. i really miss my aikido people. aikido now is like my second home. i am going to miss them a lot and a lot. i don't want to leave them, i hope non of us leave too. Ridzwan sms me about what he is thinking. same, i'm worry. i'm worry of a lot of things. i'm scare of losing. thats why i choose to have no more feelings and emotions, wearing a mask will help me to forget a lot of things, there will be no more gaining and losing feelings. but i know, all these are unreal, in the end i'm still going to lose things, no matter how much i protect them, treasure them, secure them, i will still lose my precious things one day. such as, my friends, my family.... i must learn to be strong, i must learn how to control my emotions, i shall not be beaten down by all these. but why i still got this strong feeling of scare, scare that i start to lose all the precious people around me. what will happen to me by then?

today exam was quite alright, i hope i can pass..

tomorrow going to meet mostafa, wen qiang and some others at tm to find nicholas birthday present and lunch, then go back to school for aikido training. a tired day for me tmr..

i pity and worry about my friends now. first zi zhao, he sound like he going to faint after work, where is the lively pig i know? i know he suffered a lot now from the work, but i know it will be over soon. my lively zi zhao will be back soon. and hamzah, my dear knight, he been so so so stress up by his competition, just now he called me, he sounds like he is half-dead. poor hammy. feel sad for him, but i know it will be over soon too. haha ^^ and next is ridzwan, his one is seriously no life, early morning go work, night come back home, too tired to do anything, so sleep, rest time need to read article on his work also. i seriously pity him, and he still got a long way to go. gambatte yo ridzwan. for all the others, good luck and jiayou to those who want to accomplish their goals!!!!

alright oyasumi mortal.. stay tune..

Princess Joanne





basically. my life only 1 thing. mug mug mug and mug.. today is my exam day. remember most already. i hope i can pass this time.
alright. so went for the sport club camp dry run to know what games there are and how to play them. only mostafa and me, hamzah went training for his competition, zi zhao went for his work in F1, Kris just came back from australia, grace went to her lab to help out..
but still we enjoy ourselves. when the dry run end, hamzah came to the sport complex to find us. went back to SAR club room, saw grace there, they crap and play while i study. play until 7 plus, hamzah send me back home, thanks for being such a good knight, doing your job well.

PS: Thank you Hamzah, Hammy, my dear knight, to escort me to school and send me back home.
GOOD LUCK BEST OF LUCK FOR YOUR COMPETITION!!!!!

so yup. now i going to prepare my exam, so update next time. bye bye mortal!!!

Princess Joanne









How are super junior gee plus sorry sorry










that bitch jail me at home today!!!





I'm so F-ing Bored!!!!!!!!!


went to school around 11.30am. Zi Zhao called me cause i'm late. Took bus 8 and went SAR club room to find him. he is listening to his music, while waiting for me. So both of us stay in the club room he play fish a fish while i study for my economics paper. Zi Zhao was talking on the phone with his friends, saying lame jokes and basically craps. Its quite entertaining and it help me to reduce stress. Then Kelvin(ST) came. Followed by Fang Min then Yee Xin then Serena then Lemon. all squeeze in the small club room. Went for exams around 2.30pm with serena and the rest went to eat lunch. Oh ya i pass to Lemon 2 photos. i know you love me Lemon. haha! i will give you more if i can find more Miyavi photos. Economic paper was ok, i just hope i pass the paper.
After the paper, went back to SAR, went mensa to buy food to eat then prepare and changed for training. Today training was fun, learn lots of new things. I WANT TO GO FOR FIRST GRADING ON THE 17TH OCT. I DON'T WANT TO LOSE OUT!!! NEED TO BUCK UP!!! TRAIN HARD HARD HIME-SAMA!!!
Today Fang Min injured her leg. And Felicia also come to training with an injured leg.. poor thing.. Get well soon Fang Min!!!
Moral of the story, never train with CY with you are already injured. haha ^^
you will need to pay back next time for my arm injuries too CY!!!!
After training went to eat dinner with the rest. Then after dinner, Zi Zhao Hammy Christopher Lin Quan and me walked to Tamp interchange. Zi Zhao and Hammy sent me home. haha thanks thanks. sent them to the bus stop so that they can take bus 39 then i walked back home.. wash up and thats all.. oh ya talking on the phone with Ridzwan and MSN with friends.
Tomorrow i shall start studying my next paper. haha ^^
ok night night people. update you all about my life next time.

Princess Joanne









that is me during my secondary school.





oh sorry people, long time i never post already. i change a new phone but very difficult to transfer file, so i think i won't upload pictures that frequent.
Alright, now i'm having my poly first vacation, and you know what, i failed 2 subjects, therefore i need to take sub papers. what a vacation.
My life now...

Name: Joanne Ku Xin Yi
DOB: 20th May 1992
Age: 17 years old
School
Chong Zheng Pri School
Qiaonan Pri School
Tampines Sec School
(1e5,2e5,3e3,4e3)
Temasek Polytechnic
(Leisure and Resort Management)
Horoscope: Taurus/Gemini
Email: joannexinyi@hotmail.com



To God i swear
I will love you forever
and to eternity
I will remember you
until the day i die


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