it was before christmas, whole company stay back to do the christmas tree.. haha.. nice hor.. i oso got contribute some hard work ok.. haha.. i love my job, i love my office.. i like the people there..
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ok lar i very zi lian hor.. anyway this is juz 2 of all the photo i took that day.. i was at orchard nothing to do veri sian.. so start taking photo.. haha.. i become more pretty le... xD

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永远帅气迷人

永远是地球上最强的男人

18th December 2008

i have my own mood too, you can't expect me to listen every time and say yes to every thing you say. If you want me to be that, then go find a robot to replace me. Even animals have feelings, it got its own good and bad times. I need a break, i really need a break. i feel like leaving this place for awhile and stop thinking about everything. Maybe i will feel better this way. Every thing is bulking me.. i need some peace, i really need some. the angel is dead and the demon is reborn. i have to control myself from spreading the wings because of you. But i want to be free, i want to be a hawk, a falcon, soar in the sky and enjoy. i want to get drunk again, i like the floating and nice feeling. Every good there is a bad, and every bad there is a good. There are good times and bad times. I only want to remember the good and not the bad, but what can i remember? there are more bad than good. God i want to change my life. God i really do. Why do you put me into this family? I tried to be good but no body understand my good intension. They only see me like a good girl turning bad, just because i talk to them about reborned hair, shorts, coloured hair... Hey whats wrong with all these??? I just want to be like any other people out there. I won't turn bad, why you all just don't trust me? I'm not convince enough by you telling me that you are my parent and you care for me. What is your care? taking away every thing i want and giving me things that i don't like. That is care uh? Fucking idiots. All i want is a bit freedom to get or do what i want to do. Is that very difficult? you still want to control what ever i wear, what ever i eat? I'm no longer a baby, i can take care of myself. I mean why you just cant give me this simple freedom? Everyone will be growing up, everyone will have different mindset. I hope you understand why i did not think what you thinking. We are different, so please understand and give me some space to breathe and choose. you have problems so do i, i also need to balance my feelings. can you just be more understandable? I just need that. Simple?

today was ok, work again ma.. nothing to type actually.. haha X)

oyasumi nasai..

signing off
P Joanne XY




























I hate to be alone, but some time i really need peace.
Fallen angel wanted to go back to heaven, father when is my turn?
I miss body temperature, I miss the texture of your hand? Why do you let it go so soon.
I miss your presence. I miss your voice and laughter. I even miss your coolness and your words.
Father give me a pair of wings so that I can fly to him. Let me be the sky so that everyday i can look at him. Let me be the wind so that i can be close to him. Let me be his shadow so that i can stick to him forever. Can time be rewind? Or should i just forget. Forget all the swears and promises I've made. Should I start anew or carry on like this? The more i think of you the more lonely i get. No one give me the blessing to be with you. Maybe i should just give up. Over is over, nothing can replace it. Saying it is easier than doing it. I lost the key to my heart, anyone out there can find me the key? I will never forget you, till the day i die and my spirit evaporates.

Today i rotted at home, singtel people come my house to fix mIo tv and upgrade my internet. Happy! Then start rotting at home. Watch don't know what whole day. Really nothing to upgrade...

Seeing couples around me again. I also want those feeling back again. Jealous, envy.. I'm all alone
Everyone have some one to accompany, who will want to follow a jinx. Lonely Christmas again this year.. Good luck to those with darlings. God bless you all. I still got my Jay darling and shao wei and other darlings to accompany me... So yeah you all go enjoy yourself ok.. This sun heard that the company going to sponser us to sentosa... cool.. I can enjoy my life at last..

Tomorrow is work day again. People out there, see you tomorrow...

Oyasumi nasai

signing off
P Joanne XY

Name: Joanne Ku Xin Yi
DOB: 20th May 1992
Age: 17 years old
School
Chong Zheng Pri School
Qiaonan Pri School
Tampines Sec School
(1e5,2e5,3e3,4e3)
Temasek Polytechnic
(Leisure and Resort Management)
Horoscope: Taurus/Gemini
Email: joannexinyi@hotmail.com



To God i swear
I will love you forever
and to eternity
I will remember you
until the day i die


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