吃醋
Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 12:08 AM
好奇怪哦~ 看到你和其他女生牵手，我的心突然焦虑不安，即使你当时只是因为好玩才牵的。好希望那女生是我，是你牵着我的手，可能我太异想天开了，会有可能吗？我会有机会吗？应该是因为我已学会隐藏自己的情绪吧，我懂得如何催眠自己，还能在你面前笑，但是笑好痛苦。喜欢看你说话的表情，喜欢看你的脸部表情，喜欢你搞笑，喜欢看到你想认真的时候却涨落出可爱的一面。
最近我真的好想你，一直想，你在哪？在做什么？明天的考试我会用我全力去应付，不会丢了你的脸。好怕的高高的，这才配得上你。但我追得上吗？我只想重新能回到你身边，做回朋友，至少这样你会在我身边。
我想我已忘了如何表达我的表情了，失去的笑与泪已找不回来了。我该接受这命运的安排？
Good luck for those taking 4th Kyu Brown Belt today!!!!
树的心愿
Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 3:39 AM
如何让你遇见我
在我最美丽的时刻
为这 我已在佛前求了500年
求他让我们结一段尘缘
佛于是把我变成一棵树
长在你必经的路上
当你慢慢想我靠近
请你细听
我的每个枝叶斗在颤抖的等待
你终于看见我
我摒住呼吸
让自己保持美丽和骄傲
当你举起手中的利斧
我忽然明白
我等待的爱情要用生命来当代价
忍住疼痛默默地看你
我的爱人
我终于无力的倒下
带落一地花瓣
瓣瓣都是我破碎的灵魂
最后一刹那
终于看见你眼中的微笑和茫然
亲爱的
原来我们的缘分
是孽缘
回到佛前
我再次恳求
求他 不要那么残忍
我要带着满树灿烂的樱花
带着盛开的美丽
让你遇见爱上我
这次
我求了1万年
佛于是把我变成一棵树
长在寂寞的悬崖边
每一个春天
我都慎重得开满花朵
朵朵都是我前世的期盼
一年又一年
耗尽所有的芬芳和美丽
在一个雷电交加的夜晚
终于可以决定放弃生命
不在等待
化去的那一刻
我终于见到了你
你竟是我树阴下的一棵灵芝草
原来我们一直在一起
世界给我的最后一个画面
是你含泪的不舍
这一世，我们有缘无份
回到佛前
有更多的不解
佛问
你还要多一世么？
我还要么？
我敢要么？
看着佛大无谓的眼
我不再恳求。
水来让它来 风去我不留
这一世
我要做铁树
不再等你 没有爱情
我等待的你
已随花瓣落去
Unlucky...
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 11:29 AM
First of all,
Happy Birthday
to
my darling husband
Jay Chou
18/01/2010
31st Birthday
!!!!!!
been very very unlucky this few days. rushing projects, friends, family...
i will just say about yesterday to now what happen. spend too much during the weekend so i no money now. yesterday went school and brought biscuits to school for my lunch and dinner. went to school library after school to wait for Ridzwan. left library at 9pm, when library closed then realise that i left my wallet in the library. so i no money to eat, no cards and more impt, no ezlink card. my kind buddy lend me 10 bucks for my 1 week eating money. so touch. walk to school opp mac to buy a double cheese burger. best meal of the day, eat like never eat food for 3 days. oh ya forget to mention, so unlucky you know, go mac and mac suddenly no electricity, blackout. so they delay my order. walk home coz no ezlink card oso no money to take bus or even taxi.
today, woke up late, late for POM lecture, my ear i think inside swollen, so i apply the doctor medicine, need to lie down so i fall asleep on my sofa. late for class, went down to bus stop, stupid bus drive never see me just drive off even though i keep waving. nevermind. call my friend to tell teacher that i will be late, so i drop my 8 bucks at the bus stop. going to school without money. ok lar a few cents, so thats my lunch money. came school take wallet.
haix... i hope i lost the money is to break this unlucky times ba... po qian xiao zai ma... haix...
what is happening to me???
Anata no koto wo kangaeteiru
Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 1:07 AM
2010 First blog
Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 1:38 PM
last person to talk to is Gladys.
Last person to meet is Gladys.
Last drink i drink is Long Island Tea and Vodka.
Last photo i take is with Gladys.
Last time hold hand is with Gladys.
First time hold hand is with Gladys.
First person who i meet is Gladys.
First person to talk to is Gladys.
First person sleep with is Gladys.
First transport taken is MRT.
First time got drunk for drinking too much.
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went to school today for Microecons and Macroecons. then went tamp1 to meet gladys. then went S-11 to eat lunch. then went home. went safra play bowling and pool with ridzwan and gladys. then ridzwan send me home. went back home for dinner and wait for gladys reply. 9pm went to gladys house, out with her family to Raffles Place to countdown and see fireworks. went kallang first to eat dinner then mrt-ed to raffles place. *Very Crowded* waited for countdown went to 7-11 to buy Vodka and Long Island Tea. after the countdown, mrt-ed back to kallang then gladys parent drive me back. *thanks thanks* came home bathe, wanted to stay up to play com but my head killing me. went to sleep instead.
Happy 2010!!!!!!
*never rush when drinking alcohol or you will get drunk like me....
