Rubbish Bin
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 10:02 PM
i think i just need a place to vex out my anger and all those miseries that i am suffering now.
i just need some peace and be alone. too many, just too many of thoughts and concerns.
Oh God! save me oh Lord! what have i become? i'm lost God, i'm totally lost.
I'm just not as strong as i seems. i really feel like going to a place and hide, assuming that hiding can solves all the problems. what innocent thoughts. but NO! i need to face them. but i just don't have the strenght and heart to face them. I'm scare. I'm very scare. i just need someone or anyone to be with me, the person that i always wanted and rely on are gone. I'm alone. No one seems to care. can i abandon the world? can i just leave this world and all my problems.
don't worry i will be fine. i guess so. and i hope so. life still need to go on. thats reality.
to that person, i know you and me have alot of problems to handle. and you know i'm not as strong as you think i am. i'm just a weak coward who doesn't know how to face reality. you are brave, and you must me brave. i must become strong too. lets work hard together ok. everything will be fine. i'm sure. just remember this, you are my best buddy and i will never let go of you. no matter what happen, or you are emotionally hurt, or just need someone to talk and hug, i will always be there for you. i will fly to you if you need help. thank you god for sending me to you. forever friends, forever my best buddy. LOVES
*PS: you scare me just now. you make me so worried.
mid-semester tests coming, everyone start mugging!!!!!
