life really do suck..
Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 12:57 AM
hmmm.. very long never update my life ok.. so today shall be a long post.
firstly, monday was sports club camp. wen qiang and i slept at 5am. cause we cannot sleep. the next day, woke up around 10 or 11 plus. go eat lunch and prepare for the wet games. was the station master for that game called musical chairs. you know know the game? chairs on music sit. ok whats so special about this is, putting eggs, flours and water on the chairs and you are suppose to sit on it. ok that is horrible, at the same time i will pour flour on participants. for me is fun, for them is horror. haha! got one participants said that i will get my retribution. so play play play until evening, zi zhao, grace and me went to wash the chairs. in the end is grace and zi zhao go all the work, i sit there listen to walkie-talkie. but still i got help out a bit. (don't think i lazy don't want to do ok, is they ask me to sit there.) then wash up, eat dinner with all the people. prepare for night race. zi zhao and i need to find a spot that is dark and grass patch, throw melon seeds on the grass and let the participants find. just using a light stick. very torturing. cause got a lot of ants and mosquito. all the way to around 4 plus. return the things and went to SAR to sleep. 6.30am woke me up, ask me to go for debrief of camp and take my stuff. by right i can go home. but i'm just too tired to move. move my things back to SAR with zi zhao, hamzah, grace, wen qiang, mostafa. then we all sleep in the SAR together until 10 plus. next time must prepare ear pucks and clothes pegs. then kishin send me home. thank you. reach home sleep again on the sofa, then wake up eat, play com, sleep again.
thurs training was fun. weapons training. but you know what. my retribution come so fast. was training with the jo and need to do a back flip. i accidently let go and landed hard on my backbone. i hit my head, neck and backbone. sensei was so worried. but i stood up after like 1 minute then i continue to train, everyone was shock. free exercise with zi zhao, he want to kill me is it. i nearly die. haha that pain is torturing. went dinner with the people and walk back home. my back pain like hell.
sun training was fun but i couldn't do roll or slam. sad... after training went to eat then khim, ridzwan and i went to pasir ris to buy bbq stuffs and went prawning. sadly we only caught 4 prawns. bad luck sia..
mon went to boon keng with wen qiang to see chinese sensei. massage my back and take medicine. decided to go bugis after that and walk walk. ate dinner at bugis and took mrt home.
tue went to somerset orchard plaza to make my spec and got contact lens.(shhhh.. don't tell my mom. haha) with wen qiang. oh ya before that we went to eat lunch. then we walk to the new shopping centre, walk walk and decided to walk to plaza sing. we went to walk walk shopping, play arcade and i won myself a tigger soft toy just 2 bucks. then we play basketball, woah i won him. haha. you know why why why why why?? cause you noob. then we went to eat pepper lunch. then we bus-ed to bedok then i took 18 home, he took 87 home.
wed, went to school to meet hamzah and ridzwan to fix my computer.
thurs school training. didn't train well due to back pain. went night training but only see. went supper after that.
friday went to school, couldn't wake up early to practice for grading, went there to clean mats. it is the MATS CLEANING DAY. hot like shit. nearly got sun burn while cleaning. my butt is cooked!!!
today grading at pek kio cc. i didn't do quite well today due to my injuries. sensei was good enough to open one eye for me. my batch didn't do well. due to some people, i also got drag in. sensei say that our group is the worse group he grade. i nearly cried when i heard that, cause i know i really did my very best for this grading. just that i cannot slam and my rolls suck. but overall i did quite ok. sensei still wants my to redo 2 more technique on thurs. means i couldn't get my grade on thurs. i so sad. it is not totally my fault. i'm really really very affected by it. after grading got training, train awhile then all the technique become slam and rolls. i cannot so i bow out. went dinner with the people at united square. took bus 5 back home. oh ya i forget to mention today i took a taxi to pasir ris early in the morning cause zi zhao told me that if i late he won't wait for me. so i took a taxi down, in the end they late, make me wait. kishin arrive first. miss one bus 5 due to a stupid driver. waited very long for the second one. was car sick and feeling very cold. the stupid bus driver don't know how to drive. so dizzy in the bus. not only me. but nearly all. went there and bought food and prepare for grading.
tomorrow i going plaza sing again with ridzwan to take my specs and play.
i really need to train, i want to excel in aikido and my studies. all the belts show your status in front of the aikido senseis. but you know sometime your belts doesn't show much too.. but still, i want to train hard and get my belts. its the feeling of wanting to win the rest. its the feeling of want to get respected due to your rank. but of cause to show you and other where you stand. i know i can do it. i will show you people.
alright thats all for today. i know this is a long and crappy post. but. haha bear with me.
good night mortals.
Princess Joanne
