EvErLaStInG LoVe

痛

Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 4:42 PM

疯了，我真的疯了。你能够停止这一切吗？你能吗？你一天不吵，不来反我可以吗？我够多事了，你就饶了我好吗？
BITCH!我真的受够你了! Fuck off...
You are the one who make me don't feel like coming back home. Do you know i get this bad feeling every time i reach home. I will always tell myself, once in just shut yourself up. No more feelings for me... I'm numb, I'm deaf, I'm mute... All thanks to you! Prince once told me, no matter what, your family is important for you, you will have ti cherish them, stop saying about you hate this home and asking your parent for a divorce. But now i still thinks that divorce is the best method to stop all these. You two are not fit to be together thats all! If so, settle it yourself, I do not want to join in. I like the feeling of being drunk and you smile and walk like endlessly. So happy, and you feel like floating. God how long is my punishment on Earth. I feel lost and hopeless. Who can help me? Maybe I'm not fit to be in this world, at the beginning i should not be in this world, I'm being misplaced. I have no where to go. Anyone can tell me what i should do? 我真的很想逃避，但我能逃到哪里？快乐永远短暂，剩下的也只有悲伤。这世界的残酷，冰冷，让我好难受。我讨厌这一切的一切。有谁能带我走出黑暗，从见光明。This endless feeling is haunting me. What the Fuck! crap I don't like this at all. Oh Lord, save me my Lord!

Not everyone is bad. Not everyone is good. But why in your mind and thinking everyone is against you? What so bad about those people? What happen to you? Why adult are so childish, or only you are like this? I hate it! I really hate all these..!!!

Too many feeling to type into words..
Song can express more feelings than words..

The pain is too great for me...

Sometimes i just do not know whether I am smiling or crying. Happy or sad?